DAY 76(i)

1:43 AM

insomnia sucks... sucks... sucks... sucks... sucks... i am so wide awake right now, as wide awake as i was at noon today... hell, probably more awake then i was at noon today. and the worst part is, i really want to sleep... my mind desires sleep, but my body is not the least bit tired. it's quite a conflict of interests. so, i figure since i'm wide awake at almost 2 am i should use this time to do something productive... but all i want to do is sleep. so i take this time to try to sleep... but i can't. endless, endless cycle. uhhhh, sucks.

and it's also really pathetic that i can't remember the last time i had a decent night's sleep.