Appleton, Wisconsin
August 30, 2009
Sun 8:05 PM
nothing feels better than doing nothing... a close second is blogging. gives release from all the thoughts in the head... i have a few today. first off, went to milwaukee friday night to eat at sabor... a brazilian churascarria where you get mass quantities of all sorts of meat served on big scewers that look like swords. served to you by guachos, who respond to the mere flip of a red and green coaster... green of course meaning give me all the fire cooked meat i can eat, and read meaning please for the love of god stay away i'm about to burst from over-consumption of meat. so, naturally we left just sluggish and more full than ever... but it was worth it. you have to eat your money's worth because the place is pricey... thank you insurance settlement cash! and since we were downtown we decided to go to the old german beer hall and get some currywurst to go. i couldn't even stomach the thought of eating more, but that currywurst is so damn good! it wasn't particularily appetizing though, it's not the type of food that, even when full, you can't get enough of. like ice cream or pizza, those foods are all the time foods, if you put an endless stream of vanilla ice cream (yes, i like vanilla the most) i will continue to eat it. i doubt i'd hit the point where i felt like my stomach hit the wall... couldn't happen. pizza too, not that i would continue to eat it, but i could. ahhh, high life, there's my plug for my favorite miller product, just too a swig. anyway, back to currywurst, so, got some to go, but because... ahh, liquid deliciousness. must stop drinking high life... ok ok, currywurst, got some because last time i had it, it was so magical, the taste, the everything about it. de facto national snack of germany... delicious. or so, it was when i was severely buzzed (not drunk, not drunk, i still had my wits about me, after countless drinks... i can hold my own quite well). i think food tastes better after several beers and you get that hankerin' for anything fried, greasy, or cheap and easy to come by. currywurst is quite possibly the most gourmet alcohol-induced-desired grub i'll ever eat, i mean, compared to taco bell. so, i was quite surprised when friday night i didn't exactly desire it at all, at all. i mean, i was stuffed fuller than i think i've ever been but still. so, i've learned that currywurst is best after several beers, probably why it's so popular in germany. reminds me of something the german exchange student in high school used to say about american activities, he would say about such things that "if you can't do it drunk, we don't do it in Germany." interesting fellow, considering he drank coca-cola instead of beer, or at least while he was here. could've been because american beer is inferior to german beer, or, more probable, because of our age limit.
just read on cnn.com that dick cheney is saying the probe into illegal interogation techiniques is politically motivated. what a dick. cause we all know dick cheney has never done anything that was purely politically motivated. what a dick.
watching casino royale on tv... why do people who own the movie watch said movie when it's on tv with commercials and editing? why is that, there should be some psychology term for that. lazyfilmintvitis or something. it's like when you have lobster at home in the fridge (happens so often for me, har har har), but you're too lazy to boil it so you order chinese instead. you pay extra for delivery and you have to wait longer, but it requires you to not do anything except pick up a telephone. right now, i have casino royale sitting in the cabinet on dvd, and on blu-ray in my room, but it's easier to just pick up the tv remote and live with the editing and the commercials.
my church recently opened up the clergy to gays and lesbians in committed relationships, a good move i think. way to continue the rebel tradition started by martin luther during the reformation, the rebel tradition being to do that which is right. the church can, and should, adapt to the changing world. this is just what i think. also, from a business standpoint it makes sense, or more specifically from a human resources standpoint. this ensures that there will continue to be the labor required for the ministry. more pastors = better church. this is fact. churches can be better served this way. more churches can be built. more people can be helped. ask the catholics how they're doing, by limiting their priesthood to one sex who can't have sex. doesn't seem like a good system to me. but what do i know as a woman.
i've determined that the word to describe me would be overemployed. you know, people can be unemployed, and underemployed, and simply employed... the word to describe by employment state would be overemployed. i work much more than is financially required for my stability. but i'm ok with this, cause like i say so often, i loves the money. it truly is all about the benjamins. weekends be damned! evenings damned! social life damned! like michael douglas once said in that movie, greed is good. but i am not greedy, my wealth is not coming at the expense of others, but rather to the detriment of my social life, rest, and perhaps sanity. small price to pay for a big pay day. the day will come when i have enough money to focus on my social life, rest, and sanity.
still watching casino royale, the part where they're both in the shower... fully clothed if you haven't seen the movie. like there'd be anything inappropriate in a bond film. now i want to take a nice, long, hot shower. i like hot showers, the hotter the better. as far to the edge of hotness that i can stand, turn the dial one more milimeter would equal scalding.
mmm, high life and jack's pizza. supporting the wisconsin economy, did you know jack's is made in the fox cities? sure, and we all know high life comes from milwaukee. it makes my late night hunger binge feel better.
so, another thing i've determined (man, this post is going to knock all my recents ones out cold... talk about catching up for being a slacker... thank you sunday nights?) i've determined that i am just not trendy enough to be an apple person. a mac, as the commercials would have it. not cool enough, well, not trendy. mac people aren't necessarily cooler, though i'm sure they think they are. many of them are nerds, some nerdier than i (and i'm quite nerdy). but, you picture the stereotypical apple person... there they are, slightly overweight or slightly underweight with a goatee, drinking some latte, cappucino (some fancy word for coffe drink) sitting at starbucks (cause of their free wifi, you know) doing some fancy media-related thing on their mac reading the new york times. and probably wearing flip-flops and an organic cotton tee. that's a mac person. i'm a pc. i don't need to pay way too much for a laptop that will be outdated in two weeks. that's what i don't like about apple, they never make anything that lasts, as soon as you buy an apple thing it's replaced less than a year later. i don't need anythink fancy to check my email and occasionally blog. but you know what i do need, a right click button. macs don't have that, and i don't know how to operate them anyway. so, yeah, i'm just not trendy enough to be a mac person. but i do love when people enjoy telling me over and over how macs are superior to pc and, you know that... well, i'm told that, but i don't have the proof.
ah, well, that's enough for today, i think i've covered enough topics, so, in the event i don't blog again this week (or rather the certainty) it's ok, i've made up for it. i should rename the title of this blog from day 85 to days 85-91. but i won't, can't change the rules halfway through the game.
salbrent
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Thursday, August 27, 2009
DAY 84
Appleton, Wisconsin
August 26, 2009
Wed 11:47 PM
only six days between posts... not bad. i actually did not intend to write tonight, but i've been sitting working on my computer for awhile, so i felt that obligated to at least attempt a meager post. seriously, my brain in fried. on the other hand, my occasional insomnia appears to be cured... you know the cure... work over 60 hours a week, you'll be so exhausted all the time you'll have no problem falling asleep. waking up is another thing. ok, just had to mention this, i'm watching national geographic channel (currently showing a special on the crips and bloods) and i just saw a commercial for locked up abroad, a show about stupid people who think it would be smart to smuggle drugs for money (usually the drugs come from south america). immediately after that commerical was a commercial for tourism in colombia... hahaha, i find that funny. anyway, yeah, so my insomnia is cured, but i think i suffer from narcolepsy. i read the symptoms on wikipedia (the source of the uninsured) and i fit many of the symptoms, except i don't suffer from crazy, sleep seizure type episodes... at least not that i know of. but i do have times at work when, out of the blue, i feel like my brain has just been shut down and hard as i try i just become exhausted for no reason. my current remedy is to walk around and get a cold glass of water. but it is a serious problem i've suffered from awhile, but it's no big deal, i can handle it. it only seems to come up when i'm not actively engaged in some sort of task, any task. i've never had any problem driving, while taking a phone call, or doing basically anything. it's when i'm not actively doing anything that it strikes. if i have to sit and just listen to someone, i'm screwed. i'm out, even if i'm interested, my brain just freezes and my head bobs, and i suffer microsleeps. it's weird and annoying and can cause problems in meetings.
anyway, i'm starting to get tired now and there's a damn fly starting to really bug me. pun unintended. i've had a lot of witty comments i've come up with lately, but i just don't have the time. no time. it's ok, if i did have time i'd just sit around and watch tv all the time... when i get those rare moments to myself when i can watch tv and do laundry, it feels like a treat. yeah, doing laundry is a luxury, cause it means i have time to myself to do my own thing.
getting more and more tired... but don't want to sleep yet, can't sleep yet, must finish laundry, or at least switch loads. i think my parents need a new dryer, it sounds bad. and i know these things.
what else to talk about, oh, right, RIP ted kennedy. too bad he didn't live to see health care reform become a reality in his lifetime, if anything can come from the death of this legend i hope it spurs the democrats into action to pass this legislation in honor of teddy. the first time i was ever in the senate chamber, and come to think of it, it was my only time in the senate chamber, i saw ted kennedy. you couldn't miss him, he was a big guy. and at that time, i doubt i would've recognized any senator except the senators from my own state or senator kennedy. it's really sad, and his sister just died like two weeks ago, but at least they lived, as an irish poet once wrote, to comb their gray hair.
hmmm, watching sportscenter now, sources say farve has little support in the vikings lockerroom. oh, few statements can make me fell better. benedict farve has few supporters? really, the lazy usurper who thinks he can just join a team and not have to attend training camp has few supporters? call me shocked. what an asshole. and people say i'm bitter, they're right, i am bitter. and i don't like benedict farve... at all.
ahhh, still fighting sleep. at this point i kinda miss my insomnia, but not too much. i guess when... wait, just reread my last post, i've already talked about this. see, i'm fatigued and becoming... becoming... dammit, i can't even think of the word i was going to write now. becoming repetitive? no, it was better than that. well, that word will have to do.
what else to talk about... haven't watched any good movies lately, haven't had time, don't even have my tv set up yet. pathetic, i know. if i don't get my room in order anytime soon my life will continue to tread towards the pathetic. hard to stay awake... hard to keep head up. hard to keep fingers typing. but laundry not done yet, should've started it sooner. alas! another alarm sounds, please be the dryer... yes, it must be the dryer, the washer alarm went off awhile ago.
yes, it was dryer! loud dryer, and my bed is so comfy and it is calling me. calling me loudly. and yawn...
salbrent
August 26, 2009
Wed 11:47 PM
only six days between posts... not bad. i actually did not intend to write tonight, but i've been sitting working on my computer for awhile, so i felt that obligated to at least attempt a meager post. seriously, my brain in fried. on the other hand, my occasional insomnia appears to be cured... you know the cure... work over 60 hours a week, you'll be so exhausted all the time you'll have no problem falling asleep. waking up is another thing. ok, just had to mention this, i'm watching national geographic channel (currently showing a special on the crips and bloods) and i just saw a commercial for locked up abroad, a show about stupid people who think it would be smart to smuggle drugs for money (usually the drugs come from south america). immediately after that commerical was a commercial for tourism in colombia... hahaha, i find that funny. anyway, yeah, so my insomnia is cured, but i think i suffer from narcolepsy. i read the symptoms on wikipedia (the source of the uninsured) and i fit many of the symptoms, except i don't suffer from crazy, sleep seizure type episodes... at least not that i know of. but i do have times at work when, out of the blue, i feel like my brain has just been shut down and hard as i try i just become exhausted for no reason. my current remedy is to walk around and get a cold glass of water. but it is a serious problem i've suffered from awhile, but it's no big deal, i can handle it. it only seems to come up when i'm not actively engaged in some sort of task, any task. i've never had any problem driving, while taking a phone call, or doing basically anything. it's when i'm not actively doing anything that it strikes. if i have to sit and just listen to someone, i'm screwed. i'm out, even if i'm interested, my brain just freezes and my head bobs, and i suffer microsleeps. it's weird and annoying and can cause problems in meetings.
anyway, i'm starting to get tired now and there's a damn fly starting to really bug me. pun unintended. i've had a lot of witty comments i've come up with lately, but i just don't have the time. no time. it's ok, if i did have time i'd just sit around and watch tv all the time... when i get those rare moments to myself when i can watch tv and do laundry, it feels like a treat. yeah, doing laundry is a luxury, cause it means i have time to myself to do my own thing.
getting more and more tired... but don't want to sleep yet, can't sleep yet, must finish laundry, or at least switch loads. i think my parents need a new dryer, it sounds bad. and i know these things.
what else to talk about, oh, right, RIP ted kennedy. too bad he didn't live to see health care reform become a reality in his lifetime, if anything can come from the death of this legend i hope it spurs the democrats into action to pass this legislation in honor of teddy. the first time i was ever in the senate chamber, and come to think of it, it was my only time in the senate chamber, i saw ted kennedy. you couldn't miss him, he was a big guy. and at that time, i doubt i would've recognized any senator except the senators from my own state or senator kennedy. it's really sad, and his sister just died like two weeks ago, but at least they lived, as an irish poet once wrote, to comb their gray hair.
hmmm, watching sportscenter now, sources say farve has little support in the vikings lockerroom. oh, few statements can make me fell better. benedict farve has few supporters? really, the lazy usurper who thinks he can just join a team and not have to attend training camp has few supporters? call me shocked. what an asshole. and people say i'm bitter, they're right, i am bitter. and i don't like benedict farve... at all.
ahhh, still fighting sleep. at this point i kinda miss my insomnia, but not too much. i guess when... wait, just reread my last post, i've already talked about this. see, i'm fatigued and becoming... becoming... dammit, i can't even think of the word i was going to write now. becoming repetitive? no, it was better than that. well, that word will have to do.
what else to talk about... haven't watched any good movies lately, haven't had time, don't even have my tv set up yet. pathetic, i know. if i don't get my room in order anytime soon my life will continue to tread towards the pathetic. hard to stay awake... hard to keep head up. hard to keep fingers typing. but laundry not done yet, should've started it sooner. alas! another alarm sounds, please be the dryer... yes, it must be the dryer, the washer alarm went off awhile ago.
yes, it was dryer! loud dryer, and my bed is so comfy and it is calling me. calling me loudly. and yawn...
salbrent
Thursday, August 20, 2009
DAY 83
Appleton, Wisconsin
August 20, 2009
Thu 12:00 AM
now this is more like it, blogging at midnight. ahh, feels good. didn't have to work tonight, i love wednesdays and thursdays, those two days are like my weekend, if a good weekend is one that you work eight hours each day. nonetheless, i like it.
oh, and i didn't mention this in my last blog, but i've mentioned it before... benedict farve is a raging egomaniac washedup douchebag quarterback... and if you side with favre you cannot call yourself a packers fan, you are a vikings fan. Period. So start wearing purple.
that's all i'm gonna say about that. anyway, only four days in between blogs... i'm getting better. but i think it's safe to say that it'll be awhile before i get back into my everyday routine, but that is my ultimate goal.
and i feel like a sellout, because now i have unlimited texting. yeah, i know, less than a month after i completely disabled it from my phone i can now do it 24/7 with no consequences. and i've received a few texts already... from my sister, who is taking advantage of this new power. it is what it is, fortunately i dont pay an extra dime for this thing, because my dad got a new crackberry and apparently you need unlimated texting for it. whatever, he says i can get a blackberry next time i get a new phone (and i am up for renewal, i'm just waiting for my current phone to die) and all i'd have to do is pay an extra 40 bucks a month... wow, what a deal! 40 dollars a month? on top of the contract just to be able to check my email on something so small it can fit in my pants? whoop dee do basil, i'm fine with my laptop. i'd be happy with another tiny samsung slider, cause i love my phone i currently have.
man, i'm starting to get tired... errrr, must fight it. the one good thing about working all the time... no more insomnia. if you've read my blog in the past you're aware at how that would strike at times, often for over a week. that's what happens when you're in college and have lots of time on your hands and you just sit in your apartment all day reading wikipedia... you aren't tired at the end of the day. if anything you can't turn your brain off, you keep thinking about king george v, or whatever else you wikied that day. now, i'm so exhausted during the day i'm lucky if i don't fall asleep on the job, either job. i get to bed and it feels like instantly my alarm is going off. so, that's a plus... the way to cure insomnia is to work 65 hours a week.
yeah, my brain is shutting down, i can feel it because i no longer feel like doing antyihg. and i'm getting sluggish, my typing is failing. it remeinds me of an older blog i wrote back when i wrote on myspace... i was blogging while buzzed... or was that on this blog? i really don't know, it mightve been this blog. i'll have to investigate that. this would be a good time to post older classic blogs of mine... easier than coming up with new material. maybe i'll do that. it'll be like a bollywood movie... just rip off an american movie. i kid, some of those movies are original... but there are a lot of knockoffs too. so many at times it seems like there's a billion people but not one original idea. that's not true... it just makes a good, witty line.
new topic, i just saw a bounty commercial... you know those, where the kids make a mess and are stupid and the mom just laughs it off and cleans up... where the hell do these people live? if i made a mess my mom would get angry and make me clean it up. i hate those commercials, they make both moms and kids seem stupid... kids, sure, but... i don't know, maybe i'm just used to my mother (who is always right i might add) that would never fly in our house.
getting tireder... wanted to talk about zanjeer, eyelash prescription, and myers-briggs personality results. but cannot, cannot type anymore... tired. zzzzzzzzzzzzz
salbrent
August 20, 2009
Thu 12:00 AM
now this is more like it, blogging at midnight. ahh, feels good. didn't have to work tonight, i love wednesdays and thursdays, those two days are like my weekend, if a good weekend is one that you work eight hours each day. nonetheless, i like it.
oh, and i didn't mention this in my last blog, but i've mentioned it before... benedict farve is a raging egomaniac washedup douchebag quarterback... and if you side with favre you cannot call yourself a packers fan, you are a vikings fan. Period. So start wearing purple.
that's all i'm gonna say about that. anyway, only four days in between blogs... i'm getting better. but i think it's safe to say that it'll be awhile before i get back into my everyday routine, but that is my ultimate goal.
and i feel like a sellout, because now i have unlimited texting. yeah, i know, less than a month after i completely disabled it from my phone i can now do it 24/7 with no consequences. and i've received a few texts already... from my sister, who is taking advantage of this new power. it is what it is, fortunately i dont pay an extra dime for this thing, because my dad got a new crackberry and apparently you need unlimated texting for it. whatever, he says i can get a blackberry next time i get a new phone (and i am up for renewal, i'm just waiting for my current phone to die) and all i'd have to do is pay an extra 40 bucks a month... wow, what a deal!
man, i'm starting to get tired... errrr, must fight it. the one good thing about working all the time... no more insomnia. if you've read my blog in the past you're aware at how that would strike at times, often for over a week. that's what happens when you're in college and have lots of time on your hands and you just sit in your apartment all day reading wikipedia... you aren't tired at the end of the day. if anything you can't turn your brain off, you keep thinking about king george v, or whatever else you wikied that day. now, i'm so exhausted during the day i'm lucky if i don't fall asleep on the job, either job. i get to bed and it feels like instantly my alarm is going off. so, that's a plus... the way to cure insomnia is to work 65 hours a week.
yeah, my brain is shutting down, i can feel it because i no longer feel like doing antyihg. and i'm getting sluggish, my typing is failing. it remeinds me of an older blog i wrote back when i wrote on myspace... i was blogging while buzzed... or was that on this blog? i really don't know, it mightve been this blog. i'll have to investigate that. this would be a good time to post older classic blogs of mine... easier than coming up with new material. maybe i'll do that. it'll be like a bollywood movie... just rip off an american movie. i kid, some of those movies are original... but there are a lot of knockoffs too. so many at times it seems like there's a billion people but not one original idea. that's not true... it just makes a good, witty line.
new topic, i just saw a bounty commercial... you know those, where the kids make a mess and are stupid and the mom just laughs it off and cleans up... where the hell do these people live? if i made a mess my mom would get angry and make me clean it up. i hate those commercials, they make both moms and kids seem stupid... kids, sure, but... i don't know, maybe i'm just used to my mother (who is always right i might add) that would never fly in our house.
getting tireder... wanted to talk about zanjeer, eyelash prescription, and myers-briggs personality results. but cannot, cannot type anymore... tired. zzzzzzzzzzzzz
salbrent
Sunday, August 16, 2009
DAY 82
Appleton, Wisconsin
August 16, 2009
Sun 10:41 PM
blogging at 10:41 pm... how times have changed so quickly. gone are the nights where blogging began after 1 am, i doubt that'll ever happen again. i work tomorrow at 7 am, which requires me to wake up at 5:30, i should really be getting some sleep now, but i'm trying to not be such a blog slacker. 1 am was really an ideal time to blog, right now all i'm thinking about is work tomorrow. it is what it is. i wanted to get my room cleaned tonight, mission failed. i suck. i need a day to do this, not half a day, not a few hours, a full, uniterupted day. like that's gonna happen with my current schedule. not that i'm complaining, i want to make that clear that i do not complain about my work situation, i choose to work two jobs.
anyway, i miss sitting on my bed in my milwaukee apartment, waynes world, total recall, or first contact on in the background, a high life on the nightstand, just typing away. it's also harder to type on my bed in appleton, it's raised up a good five feet or so. anyway, i felt the need to blog because there were a few things i wanted to say...
yesterday i went to the brewer-astros game, and the brewers won, which was good. i had to drive down to milwaukee in my car with no air, not an unusual occurance by any means, but i didn't notice cause i was too busy jamming to my new stereo. can i still call it new if i've had it over a month? i think i can. anyway, i'm excited because i finally figured out how to play my walkman through the usb port on shuffle... i know, enthralling isn't it? and i used my bluetooth headset for the first time, i always make fun of those people in my mind who never take it out of their ear, they look stupid. it should be for car use only, or if you have no limbs, it is not difficult to hold a phone to your head, and if you're that lazy then i guess you have bigger issues. i'm not sure that made sense... anyway, people look stupid walking down the street with a bluetooth headset on, they look like they're talking to themselves. anyway, i used it in the car which was nice, but the ear hook is not made for people with tiny ears like me. the ear piece doesn't fit in my ear to begin with, and the hook was too big. seriously, i have tiny ears. i've seen infants with ears larger than me. it's fine, i'd rather have small ears than big ears, no one notices unless i mention it, big ears stick out like... well, big ears. sorry prince charles. so, that became annoying, i'll have to see if they sell smaller hooks at work.
yeah, and i also wanted to mention that i watched Zanjeer friday night, saw a commercial for a prescription that's supposed to make your eyelashes fuller and darker (didn't know that eyelash deficiency was such a problem in this country) and... oh shoot, dammit what else was i going to say? maybe that was it. i realized that i'm starting to forget certain codewords for friends... i'll have to go back and reread some of my earlier posts and make a master copy. not that it really matters, all my friends are off going to grad school or whatnot, and live in minneapolis, washington, boston, madison, or wherever else. that's it, i really should get some sleep lest i be falling asleep at my computer tomorrow (go ahead and laugh, but know that it isn't exactly an impossible senario, i'm pretty sure i suffer from a form of narcolepsy that causes microsleeps). i'll try to post again tomorrow, until then it's back to the phone bashing and selling electrodomesticos.
salbrent
August 16, 2009
Sun 10:41 PM
blogging at 10:41 pm... how times have changed so quickly. gone are the nights where blogging began after 1 am, i doubt that'll ever happen again. i work tomorrow at 7 am, which requires me to wake up at 5:30, i should really be getting some sleep now, but i'm trying to not be such a blog slacker. 1 am was really an ideal time to blog, right now all i'm thinking about is work tomorrow. it is what it is. i wanted to get my room cleaned tonight, mission failed. i suck. i need a day to do this, not half a day, not a few hours, a full, uniterupted day. like that's gonna happen with my current schedule. not that i'm complaining, i want to make that clear that i do not complain about my work situation, i choose to work two jobs.
anyway, i miss sitting on my bed in my milwaukee apartment, waynes world, total recall, or first contact on in the background, a high life on the nightstand, just typing away. it's also harder to type on my bed in appleton, it's raised up a good five feet or so. anyway, i felt the need to blog because there were a few things i wanted to say...
yesterday i went to the brewer-astros game, and the brewers won, which was good. i had to drive down to milwaukee in my car with no air, not an unusual occurance by any means, but i didn't notice cause i was too busy jamming to my new stereo. can i still call it new if i've had it over a month? i think i can. anyway, i'm excited because i finally figured out how to play my walkman through the usb port on shuffle... i know, enthralling isn't it? and i used my bluetooth headset for the first time, i always make fun of those people in my mind who never take it out of their ear, they look stupid. it should be for car use only, or if you have no limbs, it is not difficult to hold a phone to your head, and if you're that lazy then i guess you have bigger issues. i'm not sure that made sense... anyway, people look stupid walking down the street with a bluetooth headset on, they look like they're talking to themselves. anyway, i used it in the car which was nice, but the ear hook is not made for people with tiny ears like me. the ear piece doesn't fit in my ear to begin with, and the hook was too big. seriously, i have tiny ears. i've seen infants with ears larger than me. it's fine, i'd rather have small ears than big ears, no one notices unless i mention it, big ears stick out like... well, big ears. sorry prince charles. so, that became annoying, i'll have to see if they sell smaller hooks at work.
yeah, and i also wanted to mention that i watched Zanjeer friday night, saw a commercial for a prescription that's supposed to make your eyelashes fuller and darker (didn't know that eyelash deficiency was such a problem in this country) and... oh shoot, dammit what else was i going to say? maybe that was it. i realized that i'm starting to forget certain codewords for friends... i'll have to go back and reread some of my earlier posts and make a master copy. not that it really matters, all my friends are off going to grad school or whatnot, and live in minneapolis, washington, boston, madison, or wherever else. that's it, i really should get some sleep lest i be falling asleep at my computer tomorrow (go ahead and laugh, but know that it isn't exactly an impossible senario, i'm pretty sure i suffer from a form of narcolepsy that causes microsleeps). i'll try to post again tomorrow, until then it's back to the phone bashing and selling electrodomesticos.
salbrent
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
DAY 81
Appleton, Wisconsin
August 11, 2009
Tue 10:34 PM
yeah yeah yeah, i'm a slacker. but really i'm not, only when it comes to my blog. it's upsetting, i could find time to blog everyday while busy commuting back and forth from milwaukee and appleton, but i can't now. i work around 60-70 hours a week... yeah, it's crazy. but i like both my jobs so i'm not complaining. not complaining. so many people complain about their jobs... not me. it's work, it's not supposed to be great, but if you don't like it, change your situation. i work two jobs not because i have to, but because i actually enjoy both my jobs and i like money over most things. and it gives me something to do, otherwise i'd be sitting at home watching tv, like i'm doing now. seinfeld is on, it's not my first choice, the office was on earlier and i just happen to be away from the remote, with a laptop on my thigh shelf, i don't feel like changing the channel. i'm tired, working 13 hour days is exhausting mentally. my jobs arent overly challenging, but being alert, constantly on your toes all day is hard work. all day i converse with customers, whether on the phone or in person. and i've alredy lost interest in this post, my first post in almost a month. i suck, i have no focus. tired, so tired. i shall do my best to keep up with my new post each day mantra. it's hard, my bedroom is still a nuclear disastear zone... i wish i had one day to clean it, but i work full time and my part time job PART TIME JOB makes me work five days a week. yeah, all of which equals no time off ever. dammit, i miss blogging, yet i desire a desk at which to sit and type, or at least a chair, bed... something. and i'm starting to become incoherrent... must stop now.
August 11, 2009
Tue 10:34 PM
yeah yeah yeah, i'm a slacker. but really i'm not, only when it comes to my blog. it's upsetting, i could find time to blog everyday while busy commuting back and forth from milwaukee and appleton, but i can't now. i work around 60-70 hours a week... yeah, it's crazy. but i like both my jobs so i'm not complaining. not complaining. so many people complain about their jobs... not me. it's work, it's not supposed to be great, but if you don't like it, change your situation. i work two jobs not because i have to, but because i actually enjoy both my jobs and i like money over most things. and it gives me something to do, otherwise i'd be sitting at home watching tv, like i'm doing now. seinfeld is on, it's not my first choice, the office was on earlier and i just happen to be away from the remote, with a laptop on my thigh shelf, i don't feel like changing the channel. i'm tired, working 13 hour days is exhausting mentally. my jobs arent overly challenging, but being alert, constantly on your toes all day is hard work. all day i converse with customers, whether on the phone or in person. and i've alredy lost interest in this post, my first post in almost a month. i suck, i have no focus. tired, so tired. i shall do my best to keep up with my new post each day mantra. it's hard, my bedroom is still a nuclear disastear zone... i wish i had one day to clean it, but i work full time and my part time job PART TIME JOB makes me work five days a week. yeah, all of which equals no time off ever. dammit, i miss blogging, yet i desire a desk at which to sit and type, or at least a chair, bed... something. and i'm starting to become incoherrent... must stop now.
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