DAY 81

Appleton, Wisconsin
August 11, 2009
Tue 10:34 PM

yeah yeah yeah, i'm a slacker. but really i'm not, only when it comes to my blog. it's upsetting, i could find time to blog everyday while busy commuting back and forth from milwaukee and appleton, but i can't now. i work around 60-70 hours a week... yeah, it's crazy. but i like both my jobs so i'm not complaining. not complaining. so many people complain about their jobs... not me. it's work, it's not supposed to be great, but if you don't like it, change your situation. i work two jobs not because i have to, but because i actually enjoy both my jobs and i like money over most things. and it gives me something to do, otherwise i'd be sitting at home watching tv, like i'm doing now. seinfeld is on, it's not my first choice, the office was on earlier and i just happen to be away from the remote, with a laptop on my thigh shelf, i don't feel like changing the channel. i'm tired, working 13 hour days is exhausting mentally. my jobs arent overly challenging, but being alert, constantly on your toes all day is hard work. all day i converse with customers, whether on the phone or in person. and i've alredy lost interest in this post, my first post in almost a month. i suck, i have no focus. tired, so tired. i shall do my best to keep up with my new post each day mantra. it's hard, my bedroom is still a nuclear disastear zone... i wish i had one day to clean it, but i work full time and my part time job PART TIME JOB makes me work five days a week. yeah, all of which equals no time off ever. dammit, i miss blogging, yet i desire a desk at which to sit and type, or at least a chair, bed... something. and i'm starting to become incoherrent... must stop now.