DAY 75

Milwaukee, Wisconsin
June 29, 2009
Mon 9:31 PM

all i have to say is, insomnia is a bitch. and tv trays are a god send. this is quite a sight to behold right now, i'm sitting on the couch in my apartment, three tv trays in front of me. on one is my old laptop (cracked screen and all), on another is my current laptop (and my typing fingers), and the other has a bowl of cheesy poofs and a glass of water. cheesy poofs being a poor choice in snack when doing computer work... cheesy fingers on a keyboard, bad move. regardless, i think the cheesy poofs have gottan bigger, they're like jumbo cheesy poofs.

anyway, i'm in the process of putting songs on ipod, walkman, and continuing to move songs from my old "special" laptop, to my new toshi. and eating cheesy poofs. oh, and about insomnia being a bitch, has nothing to do with right now (it's only like 9:30)... i couldn't sleep last night... again. finally got a few hours at 7 am... 7 am, only to have my alarm go off at 10 am. so tonight, screw it, i'm not going to even bother. there's stuff i can actually accomplish, so might as well be awake and productive, instead of lying awake in bed and being pissed off.

oh, and text messaging is stupid. i know i've said this before, but it's so stupid. tomorrow i'm disabling it from my phone. aside from the fact that in almost all instances a phone call is more efficient, it costs me a lot of money being convenient to my friends who like texting. money that could be put towards... oh, i don't know, a subwoofer or something. something i truly don't need, but yet serves more of a purpose than text messaging. maybe i'm being a traitor to my generation, but i just don't get it. i mean, i understand a few instances, like if you're in class... but call me old-fashioned, i actually paid attention in class. or made lists in my head of what i was gonna do later that day. either way, i wasn't staring down at my phone. and i love those people who stare at their phones, texting away while walking... they look so, so, stupid. slaves to their phones. i will never be a textlemming. calling is included in the plan... texting costs money. i don't get it, and i'm gonna stop trying to.

ugh, i'm more disgruntled than usual. probably due to lack of sleep. does lack of sleep make one more irritable? i bet it does. i'm no doctor, but it seems logical.

man, if i'm disgruntled now, how will i be tomorrow, quite possibly going on no sleep? who knows, wait and see. perhaps it's a good thing i'm trapped in milwaukee by myself. maybe that's the real factor... being in milwaukee with nothing to do and nobody to talk to. ahh screw it, i'm done with this self-psychoanalysis.

salbrent